I've learned that there is no escaping the past. Unresolved issues will sooner or later, come back. You can't escape them. They lay dormant. Just under the surface. I've learned that there is no need to be afraid. It's best to face the problem and move on. These trying times are here for my benefit. They are little bumps and potholes on the road to my destination. Nothing more. Nothing less.
The Light has always been with me. Like an un-seen parent holding my hand. When the situation does not go my way, I know there is a reason. I am where I am supposed to be. At this time. Nowhere else.